Darn it...

I just went and made myself sad.

I mainly got a Facebook to be a stalker and see if I could get in contact with Mrs. Reuel. Turns out she does have one, but it didn't look like she got on it. I sent a friend request anyways, just in case.

She never accepted it, but I don't think she's declined it. Just randomly I checked her profile today and it said "Friend Request Pending". I think that means she hasn't touched it.

She also had a photo of her holding up a baby boy.

I just kind of... augh. I miss her. And now she's possibly had a kid. It's been a year since she left, and I haven't seen her since May of 2009. That's plenty of time to have a baby.

I wish I could have known. I wish I could know for sure.

Not that anyone even reads this, but I needed to say it somewhere. I wish I could see Mrs. Reuel again... or contact her somehow.